Lonely
I don’t know what to say but, It hurts me that everytime you get home you don’t notice me, you don’t even ask about my day or anything. You only notice me when you want something done or you want me to get something for you and it’s killing me bit by bit. I love you but, sometimes I don’t think that you don’t feel the same way. Somtimes I try to understand but it gets a little bit too much. I just want you to understand how I feel and how much I miss you when your’e not around.
To my one and only love; my bestfriend; my soulmate; my everything. Happy Anniversary
People say that it’s not about how long you’ve known and have been together with the person, it’s about how you feel about each other. I know that it’s hard that there are some things that are keeping us apart and from seeing each other but, all I want you to do is to keep being strong, like you are now and keep on holding on because no matter what happens you’re still the one in my heart and you will always be there no matter what happens.
If this is not the right time for the both of us. I just hope that you won’t forget everything that we’ve shared. If this comes to an end I won’t be sad and I won’t cry and I want you to do the same. Do you know why? Because nothing has been lost. We had more good times than bad and I’m thankful that I got to share all those good times with you; even the bad times because it taught me a lot. I’ve learned so many things from you; you taught me how to live life, how to love life even though there’s so many negative things around me, you taught me to keep my head up and be strong whatever situation I’m in and you taught me how to love someone who is perfectly unperfect.
Our one year of being together is coming. I want us to be happy even though we’re not together physically. I want to have the best day ever. I’m happy that we’ve made it this far even though a lot of people say that we won’t but, we did it. We’re still here together and still getting stronger and stronger. People will keep tearing us apart but, I want us to stay just the way we are now. Ignoring them and just listening to each other and understanding each others decisions.
I want to thank you for everything that you have done for me for these past few months and I mean everything. There’s a lot some I can’t even remember but, I’m just thankful to have you by my side at the end of the day supporting each decision that I make and for staying not just through the good times but, the bad.
Thank you for making an effort everytime to make me happy when I’m sad, for making me feel safe when I’m scared, for being that shoulder to cry on, for being there when I needed you the most and for being strong for me when I wasn’t.
Thank you for everything baby! You’re the best that I ever had! I love you with all my heart. Always and forever.
Happy Anniversary! :-)
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Hey, Long time no speak!
Hey Tumblr,
I haven’t been speaking to you for quite a while now and I just started missing you. I know that you’ve missed me too. I hope you do. I apologize for being M.I.A lately, I have been very busy. *yeah right* ok, i’ve been very lazy and just didn’t have anything interesting to write but, now I realized. Let’s go for it!
…. I don’t know what to write about. This is the first time that I didn’t have anything to say AT ALL! Is that bad? or maybe a good thing for the readers but, I wanna say thank you for still reading the none sense that I post on this thing. It’s been a long time since I started this; I wanted this to be a private blog but, people just kept reading so I thought ok, i’ll give it a try.
I’ve been through a LOT these past few months and even if I write TWO whole blog posts about it, it won’t be enough. There’s a LOT and there’s a bunch of things that I can’t even mention on here. ;D but, let’s just say that I got through it and I’m ok, happy and alive.
Again, I want to thank the readers who always manages to make me smile :D Thank you! and a belated happy mothers day and happy birthday to my grandma! I love you and I hope to see you soon in the near future <3
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One of those nights
Time check: 4:59am
I don’t know what’s happening to me, it has been weeks since I had a good sleep. :-(
Probably because of the things that’s going through my mind… Whatever it is it has to stop but, how can you tell your mind to stop thinking about someone and how can you tell your heart to stop loving someone?
Other than not being able to sleep at te right time and with the right hours, i’ve been getting this chest pains; I felt as id I was being stabbed over and over again…
One thing i’m sure of, I still miss you. :-(
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